I lost a friend today i don't konw if she will even e mail me

I LOst a friend Who told me that She would just not stop e mailing me but she has and I don't know how to ge an e mail out of her I have appoligyed numers times I guess I have to stop e mailing her all to gather I don't know if there is anyone out there that can help me and who cares Pleasese leve a messsage on my blog but if not I will be ending my bloging servisess becasese the only resion why I started this blog is becasese of my friend who I have hurt I just don't know what to do or what to say to her like i Sed i have applogyed to her what next Dos she want me to stop contacking her or dos she want to keep avoding me I don't know . but all I know if I don't get a rsponce to this I may end my blog page. your very sad friend Lins. ps I am not so pink anymore.